Wait for Me

Wait for Me
By Rebecca St.James

Darling did you know that I
I dream about you
Waiting for the look in your eyes
When we meet for the first time
Darling did you know that I
I pray about you
Praying that you will hold on
And keep your loving eyes only for me

Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Darling wait
Darling wait

Darling did you know I dream about life together
Knowing it will be forever
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And darling when I say
Till death do us part
I'll mean it with all of my heart
Now and always faithful to you

Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Darling wait
Darling wait

Now I know you may have made mistakes
But there's forgiveness and a second chance
So wait for me
Darling wait for me
Wait for me
wait for me

Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you

Holding On

Okay time for another old one I wrote...

Holding on

I stare up in to your eyes
They are beautiful to me
Your love and affection is visible
I see it in your eyes
Warmth and joy fill me
You blink
I hold my breath
Hoping to see the love again
I sigh
True love is present...


I stand small against the billowing mountains
I stare at its magnificence
The sun's rays warm me
I lose myself in wonder
You are next to me
You smile when my eyes cross yours
My heart leaps
You reach for my hand
And squeeze...


I slowly walk up the stars
Dragging my feet behind me
You greet me at the door
Your arms are wide open
I am swept off my feet
I take a deep breath
Your smell fills me
I let myself go in your arms
Thoughts are lost
I drift away...


I sit on the floor
Balled as tight as I can
Warm tears stream down my cheeks
Pain rips, tears, stabs at my heart
My body trembles
Deep sobs make my stomach sick
I feel your hand on me
You dry my tears
You hold me
Cradle me like a baby
And do not let go
Whisper to me
It is okay
Peace surrounds me...



You hold on
You do not give in
You are patient
Your love is there when all else fails
You love me as I am
You truly care unconditionally
You stand strong next to me
You fight for me
I rely on you to the end
I need you
And you know that
Thank you!


For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
~Romans 8:38-39

Quote

"Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Love the ones who don't just because you can. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Forgive quickly. God never said life would be easy. He just promised it would be worth it.”

~Unknown

New day

The air after a storm is always freshest
It is beautiful when the sun peaks through the clouds
The world around starts to sing
The rain has come and washed all the bad away.

Everything is still standing
Stronger, deeper, firmer
More beautiful then before

It is a new day!
Thank God it is!

China Update

Well China seems to be coming together! Praise God! I keep praying that if this is God’s will everything will work out. It seems to be! We have talked about my project I will be doing. I will be doing a waste minimization audit. Keep praying that it keeps coming together!

Back to homework! I wanted to leave a quick update!

Smile

I can see through you smile.
I can see deep in to your eyes
I can see the pain your hiding
The pain that has punctured your heart

Your smile is a wall
A wall you will not let people past
You want people to think you are okay
If they see a smile they will not question

That did not fool me
Your eyes show a heart that is broken
Tears are not enough
The pain is deep

Hope does not seem like enough
Faith does not seem sturdy
Love... Love does not exists

Let go...
Your pain will not quickly leave
There is faith and hope for you
Love... God’s love is still there

One day your smile will be real
One day you eyes will shine
One day you will look back
Knowing these days brought you to where you are now