God,

Why do you seem so far sometimes. I know you are holding my heart and you love me so much, but I wish you could come hug me! Hold me like a father holds his kid who fell and skinned her knee. I want to scream up at you! Can’t you see that there is a world down here that is falling apart?!?! Where are you father! Why could you let people die that never had a chance! I know there is reasons for all this, but God I want to have answers! Are you there in Africa where the Mother is holding there dead child that died so young from AIDs? Where were you in Hattie? What about here in the US? Where where you when my heart broke? I know in my mind you are here, but why can’t my heart see it! I know you promised you would never leave of forsake your people, but sometimes I just am not sure!

Love your Child,

Susan

Susan, Susan, Susan,

MY precious child, have you forgotten I am right there with you? Have you forgotten when your heart breaks mine does too? I love you, so much I sent my son to save you! I have never left the world! I will NEVER leave the world! Have you forgotten who I am? I created you! I love you and my creation SO much! Trust me my child! I cannot promise and easy road, but I promise you that when you have faith in me I will get you through it all! I love you!

Love God Almighty